May 2009
49 posts
every time i try to explain "followers" to a...
i tried to explain it to a friend of mine last night, he doesn’t get it saarak: they think i’m some sort of cult leader
May 31st
May 31st
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May 31st
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“I spent my whole childhood wishing i was older.. now that i am this shit sucks.”
– (via kay-smith)
May 31st
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May 30th
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in the beginning
So I’m embarking on adult hood it’s kul i guess. I’m going clubbing this weekend for the first time with people my age.
May 29th
“I love the feeling of taking a walk with a guy that I don’t know very well who...”
– tree hugger:   how does she know this too???
May 29th
May 29th
May 29th
May 29th
I graduated
The day, I was stressed tired and nervous. I will gravely miss all those people. I didn’t cry, I don’t cry in public. Anyway, I sat their waiting for it to be my turn to walk. Thinking about the boys I didn’t hook up with. Lol. Praying that I didn’t trip and fall. Looking for my family. Laughing at patricks jokes, and peoples middle name. The kids sitting infront of me...
May 29th
I don't blog for two days my tumblarity majorly...
A is for age: 18 B is for boob size: 32 DD C is for career:  i’m a student, but I hope to burst into the entertainment industry! D is for your dog: I don’t have anymore E is for essential items you use everyday: my phone my wallet and my sunnys [sunglass] my keys and car F is for favorite song at the moment: mmm this is hard janelle monae: sincery jane or fiona apple shadowboxer G is...
May 29th
“You won’t realize the distance you’ve walked until you take a look around and...”
– (via bitchville)
May 26th
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May 26th
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Day 89
I took a 90 day time out to find myself. I didn’t begin this thinking I would know everything about myself by the time it was over. I also didn’t know I started it exactly 90 days before graduation. However I do know that doing this has helped me find my center and I hope that I don’t lose track of that. I know what I want and where I want to go, and thats far the fuck away from...
May 26th
“…man i’m sick of following my dreams, i’m just going to ask...”
– Mitch Hedberg
May 26th
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May 24th
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May 24th
trying to keep your tumblarity up is fucking...
saarak: (via rachell)
May 24th
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May 23rd
....today....
i met a boy.  he was everything i like. he had swag. he was funny. he was charming AND A COMPLETE ASSHOLE! …..i think i’m love…okay not love, but it’s definate lust! in other news life from the closet: I’m listening to my sister and dad alternate snores through the wall. I think i understand why people haul off and kill they’re whole family in their sleep....
May 23rd
my life hates me
me: is a 1280 on the sat good?
arron: it's eh soso
me: DREAMCRUSHER!
arron: whats with the name calling?
me: I MADE 1280!!!! and I'm clicken OUT!
aaron: oh, have you taken the other test?
me: i made 17 and 20 twice!
aaron: damn! three times?
me: your an asshole
aaron: no i ment like taking that test is really time consuming
me: good job cleaning it up afterwards, I almost don't feel like a retarted.
May 22nd
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PRAY FOR ME
I’M OPENING MY SAT SCORES
May 22nd
May 22nd
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May 21st
May 21st
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Day 82: Settling
I had a revalation. I finally want to be in a relationship. It sucks. I want man that is more than just a friend. Settling for being the girl you just cheat on your girlfriend with isn’t good enough. I’ve inadvertantley ended up settling without settle.  I was determined not to t settle for less than a guy that I was completey over the moon for. Doing so has cause to fulfill my...
May 20th
May 20th
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May 19th
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Day 81
Life from the closet ( my office)  so i’ve converted my sisterswalkin closet into my sancutary. Four people living in a one bedroom apartment.to find solice I’ve decide to make myself my own room. so far so good too. Other than the fact they’re is no vent and getsstuffy it’s become quite homey! Infact if my parents didn’t think it was strange I would stay in...
May 19th
Another One REALLY?
WHY THE FUCK IS TUMBLR CHANGING???? i DON’T LIKE THIS NEW SET UP IN THE DIRECTORY! I MISS THE MAP AND I ALWAYS WANTED TO BE TUMBLETTE! HAVE THEY EVER HEARD OF THE SAYING “IF IT AIN’T BROKE DON’T FIX IT!”
May 18th
Day 80
It’s all over, everything is over. I think it’s happened. I think I’m an adult now. I know, but maybe if you have to annoce it doesn’t matter. Then again maybe all adults have that moment. It’s not like they go around proclaiming to the world, or shall I say we. I didn’t want to be an adult. I still don’t. I’m slightly homeless right now. It’s...
May 18th
Getting to know Tumbloggers
superbarbs: Reblog/ Fill this out so people know who you are. Name: Lauren Nickname: none, i don’t like nicknames Tumblr Name: Incomplete Train of Thought Age: 18 Birthday: March 22, 1991 Location: Little Rock AR Current school/job: I’m in bewteen schools right now. I have 2 Jobs, The Limited, and The Little Rock Atheltic Club High school: Parkview Art/Sci Magnet High School ...
May 17th
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people say they lose their mind
saarak: but i feel like mine is being torn apart into little shreds and then being eaten. 
May 14th
Listendailycrack: Bilal - Make Me Over
May 13th
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The Business
So I’m on the way to graduating here shortly. I’m very stressed, and very nervous. I don’t know what to do. Should I be jumping off the walls with excitment. Should I be freaking out about happens next, should I be doing. I haven’t been able to make any decedsion about anything yet other than I want to move out of Arkansas. I think that is a major start though. No matter...
May 13th
What is this Tumblarity bullshit?
I don’t either, i think it’s telling me i’m a loser annarexia: I donut like it.
May 7th
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Day 70
Why can’t I get my shit together? Why? Thats all I want to know! I just want everything to go the way I want it to, is that to much to ask?
May 7th
“Faith is a living and unshakable confidence. a belief in God so assured that a...”
– (via idontlikeyou)
May 7th
May 7th
Day 69
I learn so much everyday about other people. Things I never would have guessed. I know to much. Things I’ve heard about other people in the past two weeks or so, make me want to go home and lay down. Personally where I am, right now confuses the fuck out of me. I have to make a decsion for sure about somethings, TODAY! Who do I want to be with or better yet who wants me?
May 6th
Day 68
That song fits right now. I would love to understand the workings of the men in my life, but that would make things to easy. Have you [the reader] ever met someone that is so confused about what or whom they want. Basically to the point where you just wish you coud decide for them? I’ve met that person. I want him, and I want so much for him. However he is just to stupid to fully accept his...
May 6th
ListenTaylor Swift- White Horse
May 6th
May 6th
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May 4th
May 4th
Prom
Was an interesting adventure to say the least. I was pretty though. I had good time at prom too. After, not so much. I learned so much about so many people last night, and I’m glad things turned out the way they did. My date turned out to be the best in the world. I also behaved myself to the fullest. I can have fun without the extra, and thats good to know about yourself. More madness...
May 3rd
I love how
I love how i’m so interested in everything but studying for the SAT. I’m so horrible, and then I wonder why I bomb standardized test, I’m going to bed now.
May 2nd