May 2009
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April 2009
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I swear I read Playboy for the articles.
I really do so, I was reading the entertainment section of the site when I happened luck upon Lil Wayne’s dirty dozen interview. Which lead to nothing but complete hilarouty (sp). I also continued to read sarah silverman, and kim kardashians. Both of which I am fans of especially Kim Kardashians, why. I don’t know. I just am. I found that identify and agree with a lot of they’re...
Playboy →
I need an assitant
to do list:
-return dress
-return shoes
-get nails and toes done!
-find prom shoes and asscerios
-make sure me and my date are still going together since he’s pussy wiped bitch
-STUDY FOR SAT
-Finish Online Class
-Call Cassie from new Job, and tell her I can’t be orientated on Monday!
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the day i lost count
I have so many thoughts swirling around in my head. I don’t know what to do. I have so many decison i have to make. Decison that will make my future. I’m freaking out all the time now. It’s scary to be in the postion I am. It’s like standing on ledge. Debating if you want to jump or not.
Day 54
It’s been a long day. I feel like I’m suffocating. I’M SO…I’M SO TIRED OF SAYING I’M SO…(FILL IN THE BLANK). Letting apathy take control is the best thing that ever happened to me.
wepostmusic:
Chiddy Bang — Day and Night (Chiddy...
Kid Cudi- Save My Soul
day 53
So, I keep asking myself why must i particapate in these american rights of passage. I’m still not coming up with any answers worth while. I just need to relaxe. I can’t I’m to high strung.
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Half Way Through
I’m taking 90 days to “find myself.” I’m on day 52. I originally was grounded, but that leaded to a series of revalations I’ve had about the world around me. This led to the idea of taking 90 days alone to examine myself. I mean I have just completely droped out of society. I’m not completely alone. I still go to school and socialize. I just need to focus on...
me: I hope i get into clark.
white male friend: what?
me: in atlantia, it's an HBCU..
white male friend: (silence)
me: ...historically black college/university
white male friend: your black?
me: (silence) [inner thought: i've gotta find black friends]
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Menomena- Wet and Rusting
...
i have a new addiction
…cloths!
could be worse..
could be drugs
“she walked in to the room welding a knife determined to get her revenge. ”
– Lauren Watkins
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WAR!
So, somethings never change. Their is nothing better than entering a war with someone and knowing you’ll end up on top. Actually they’re is, knowing that the other person is just making themself look stupid. It’s great. In other news, it’s all good in the hood. I know their is four people that better not get in my way this week, or it’s gonna be their ass!
I need a...
“She did everything she could
Just to make them laugh and treat her good
She...”
– -lil wayne
“Are you angry? Punch a pillow. Was it satisfying? Not hardly. These days people...”
– miranda july (via crack-n-berries)
TORNADO WATCH
i’m on the verge of not going to prom, but instead taking that money. Buying an iphone {even though i think they’re kinda shitty} and going to memphis in may. Either way I’m going to see Cursive on the 25th in Memphis. I must go. I love Cursive. They have very unique sound. Unique, but not annoying.
So, here is a fun fact. My family used to call me the quite storm, because I...
FIONA APPLE- PAPER BAG
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bad hair week
it’s been a bad hair week, it’s wednesday. So, it’s offical: i hate prom. I hate the dress shopping, i hate my date (for now), i hate the fact it cost so much, and why does it have to be the same day as not only the SAT, but is also the same weekend as the Beale Street Music Festival aka MEMPHIS IN MAY. Also Why am I fat? I just want to crumble into a ball on the floor. I think...
inner thoughts
I just figured out. I am meant for something more. I am not one of the masses. The masses are idiots. I have to be something more. Than a member of society, quietly living my life.
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Its Raining...
I have a love hate relationship with days like today. I love it, but I hate it. I have so much ish I need to be doing. Incidentley I don’t feel like doing any of it.
I’m pissed off. I hate the idea of prom, not only is it really icky and tacky. You have to have a date for it. At least I feel that way. Normally having a date or not having a date doesn’t matter to me. This time it...
Regina Spektor- Love Affair
it's crunch time
and I ain’t talken bout captain BITCH!
